| ugh i feel like i havent updated in forever. but im backk :D i got really sick yesterday and i was throwing up left and right and i could barely get up :[ but im feeling a little better, though i cant eat anything at all practically. all im allowed to eat is like crackers cause when i ate today i almost threw up again and such. which isnt necessarily a bad thing, not eating anything ;D relationship issues, the norm.
intake: pizza: 720 dinner: 290 total: 1,010
outake: weights: 65 yoga: 24 crunches: 21 total: 110
grand total: 900 cals points: +1-900 cals +3-challenge and exercise +1-QOTD +1-update total: 6 pts

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| i feel so bloated. im so getting my period. -.- on the otherhand im feeling a lot better than when i was posting before :D all my relationship issues are almost worked out and other fun stuff and lately ive just been more focused on being happy than loosing weight. which hasnt been rewarding. though i havent gained any, i feel insanelyyy larger. so im going vegetarian, because its a lot healthier. i have vegan burgers, organic soymilk, and a bunch of other good stuff :] id be seriously embarassed to post my intake today so i wont, but i will tomorrow. oh and i found out my mom used to do all sorts of fucking drugs and stuff. anyway, stay strong <3333

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| aha yesterday and today were pretty shitty. but this evening was nice :] so i was dumped and today i failed my permit test. but you know what? life goes on. and im determined to make life even better by shedding a few pounds. i weighed in 127 during my fast [40 hrs btw]. but i kinda slipped up and ate a lot this evening. intake: cereal: 300 oreos: 200 dinner: 450 juice: 130 ice cream: 140 total: 1, 220 FML.
outtake: abs: 43
total: 1,117
well as long as i do well tomorrow. -shrug- at least i didnt binge and everyone slips up sometimes |
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| well i was dumped. fasted for twenty seven hours and still going. i never want to eat again, im so fucking fat. |
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